I
am a 32-year-old woman living in Romania. I have a one-year-old
son living with me and my husband. I speak both English and Romanian and
I live in the European time zone, but have worked with women from all
over the world. (Am 32 de ani și locuiesc în Romania împreună cu soțul și fiul meu de 1 an. Vorbesc română și engleză, și am lucrat cu persoane din toată lumea.)
I
have been in OA since 2012, and I have experienced a spiritual
and emotional change as a result of following the directions from the
Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous. (De când am participat la prima mea întâlnire OA, în 2012, am experimentat o schimbare spirituală și emoțională importantă datorită aplicării indicațiilor din Cartea Mare a Alcoolicilor Anonimi.)
I
have been recovered and slipped many times as a result of not following
the directions thoroughly from the BB and I have had to live with the
painful consequences. I have gone round in circles with this disease for
many, many years, but have never given in to the idea that there is any
other solution because I know for certain there isn't. I have a disease
that is spiritual and therefore I need a spiritual solution to get me
recovered. (M-am recuperat și am avut recăderi repetate ca rezultat al neaplicării direcțiilor așa cum sunt ele stipulate în Cartea Mare și am fost nevoită să trăiesc cu aceste consecințe. M-am învîrtit în cercul adicției mulți ani, însă nu am găsit nici o altă soluție care să funcționeze. Am această boală spirituală și astfel am nevoie de o soluție spirituală pentru a mă recupera.)
I
have tried everything to recover from this disease: diets,
nutritionists, exercising, psychologists, self-will, everything....and
nothing has worked. I always come back to the same place exhausted and
defeated. And beside the physical pain, the mental and emotional pain is
worse, when I try to run on self-will and control something that I have
no power over. I am constantly in conflict within myself and others as
long as I continue to try to control this disease and myself and others.
I know that if I continue to be in the disease it will finally destroy
me. As long as I think that I can control my behavior and my way of
handling things, for sure I am going to be in the same place or worse in
the future, so I have to seriously think if this is what I really want
for myself. There is no other way to be ok for me. It is my
responsibility to get recovered, so it is me that has to make the
decision and take the action. (Am încercat orice mi-a trecut prin minte să mă recuperez din această boală: diete, nutriționiști, exerciții fizice, psihologi, puterea voinței...și nimic nu a funcționat. M-am întors mereu în acelaș loc obosită și înfrântă. Și pe lângă durerea fizică, durerea mentală și emoțională este și mai rea.)
I
have found real peace and freedom from this disease only when I was and
when I am following all the directions from the BB and only when I am
rigorously honest with my sponsor. So that's how I work, as does my
sponsor and countless others and we have all got recovered. I don't
follow any food plans or diet sheets, I only work from the BB and I will
always help a still suffering COE because that's what keeps me well. So
please free to get in touch for a chat.
I
use Skype or WhatsApp, and I systematically take a person through the
steps very quickly. So if you are prepared to take some serious action
to get recovered then please get in touch. I look forward to hearing
from you.
Hugs and love
taa.bucuresti@gmail.com
http://www.oa12step4coes.org/sponsors.html